As I’ve been moaning in the last few posts, I’m not getting much writing done.
Determined to reverse this situation, I sat my butt down this morning to write. But of course, I had to check out the mail and the news before I stared at the blank page. (ggggrrrrrrrrrrrrr…..)
I saw this piece , and it was not the incident that shocked me as much as my reaction: This would make a compelling story, was my first thought. Here were people who were committing suicides and killing their own children because they lost jobs, and here I was, mining for a story. Disgusting. For a moment, I really, really hated myself. And despite all the excuses I’m giving myself, (writers borrow from fact to write fiction, and other such crap), I can’t feel good about myself.
Hah. So much for a great start to a writing day. Maybe I can write all about self-loathing? See you all at the other end of 1000 words (hopefully) of utter crap (of this I’m sure)!
Sorry to be spreading negative energy guys, now for some mind calming exercises, and back to my notebook!
I can barely read at all and not find stories and in equally sad and horrific real life tragedy. It’s a writer’s curse.
The story is sad.
but I want to say “Keep your chin up, and I love you!”
I promise, it will come. As long as you are putting forth the effort, it will come!
I saw that story, and it horrified me too. Very sad. I feel the way you do; I can’t feel right drawing inspiration from something so horrible, at least not right away.
Perhaps one day it will provide inspiration again. But today, like you, I let it go.